20100829

the sand surrounding my feet

hi, buddy
lama tak jumpa
malas laa nak update blog
takda cerita best pun, heh
tapi ni nak cerita something
so, lets jom

saye sebenarnya, err err dah single -__-"
betul laa, takkan nak tipu pula, hm
sedih mmg sedih
tapi farra kata " mula2, mmg mcm ni, nnti okay laa "
farra, awak baik gila, saye sayang awak X3

malam tu, saye text dia. 201000824

awin; you kalau ada ape2 tak puas hati ckp jelaa. jgn ah buat mcm ni. tak text i ape semua. i ada buat salah ke?
dia; kenapa, you dah rimas ke?
awin; bukan, tapi i pelik laa kenapa you jadi gini?
dia; entah laa i nak break off kot

sentap. ranap. gagap. mengalir laju air mata

awin; mana pergi forever kau?


dia senyap.




sebelum tido, saye hantar ni


"i wont cry, even i've cried. all the words that you've told me, our sweet moment, and our love, i'll bury it and never take it back. it's hard for to let go someone who i've love with all my heart, the one who ever be my otherhalf. but, i've too. this is all you want, right? now, i'll let you go. forget all the thing that we've been through. thanks for being my otherhalf in almost 5 month. take a really good care, baby boo"

basah buku science saye.
esok pagi bukak, ada bentuk mcm peta. bekas air. hm

masa sahur, phone saye menyala.
i message reacieve, in chinese

"im so sorry awin, i hope you will find a guy more better than me. take care, bye.

jantung berdegup, laju semacam jea. kenapa?
takpe laa. saye redha je.
pergi sekolah, mata mcm nak tak nak je bukak.
tak tido + menangis

sampai2, pergi dewan sebab ada trial pmr *mmg pressure baik punyaa laa kan.
tanya sarah
"wei babe, mata aku teruk tak?
"agak laa, kau apahal? tak tido? ke menangis?


saye diam. dua2 terjadi, sarah.
sorry, tak boleh bgtahu


exam mmg teruk laa. pressure weh, pressure
balik rumah,tido.
petang bangun, duduk depan makanan, berbuka.




hari ini, mcm biasa jea.
ibu beli lauk kemain semangat. sampai rm60 lebih.
ibu, jgn ikot nafsu, please
tahu laa untuk makan, tapi ni dah mahal sangat.
haihh


pukul 11 malam tadi, danny text

danny; awinassasin
awin; sup danny william
danny; ape sup danny william, sup kimball laa hahhaha
awin; bnyk laa hg puny kimball, sehat?
danny; sehat alhamdulillah syukur nikmat allah, you?
awin; oh, sehat alhamdulillah syukur nikmat allah hehehe
danny; ape ni tiru hahaha
awin; alaa takpe laa kite kan bff. hahahah
danny; hahaha, eh you semalam kan i eip bob tido rumah megat blablablabla. patu dgr lagu lama, patu megat ckp lagu2 lama make me miss her
awin; i really2 miss him :'/ so badly. seriously

to be continue

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