through struggle

smalam, mcm biasa lah. chill out dgn kawan.
tggu aunty balik kerja, terus gerak pergi rumah kak ita.
smpai2 terus pergi dapur, lapar -______________-'
makan jelaa ape yg ada.

then lepak2 main camera abg amin, cool lah nikon dia,
suddenly, phone menyala
appear "HelloBaby<3" oh, baby i.
pergi luar ckp dgn dia.
amenda entah yg aku ckp dgn dia. tak tapis pulak
patu tiba2, aku terdengar bunyi mvcm org jalan atas daun kering
aku dah tak fikir benda lain. mmg hantu lah kan hahahahah
mana taknya, rumah kat kampung sri damai. hutan depan blakang. haihhh
aku pun terus lari masuk rumah.

tapi semalam, mmg worst day laa.
entah laa, sorry sayang. i, err +_____________+

20100911

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AWIN

hmmmm

TAKDA MOOD AH, MACAM MTHRFCKR

untilted

Kakak, thanks for the advise. And thank you because spent your time just to try helped me setteled my problem. appriciated that :') Loveyou

Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me

It´s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There´s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
leave the world outside
All I´ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky´s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you´d make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
leave the world outside
All I´ve got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe


Thank you for loving me
When I couldn´t fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Oh, for loving me.

it so hard

M; you marah ke?
A; marah untuk apa
M; sbb buat you mcm ni
A; kalau marah pun, who cares lah
M; hm sorry i tak boleh lupa you. apa yg i buat always thinking of you
A; oh, biasa lah tu. nnti lama2 lupa laa
M; nahh, i wont ok lah nvm bye night
A; then why did you leaves me? you tgk je i ok, happy, tapi kat dlm no one knows apa i rasa
M; that's why i ask you a forgiven :'( i tahu brp bnyk pun i mnta you mmg susah nak terima
A; i cant forgive you because i dont know what's your reason for leaving me. you didn't tell me, you didn't. you know how bad i feel for that?
M; oh nvm i wont stop ask you to forgive me
A; see, you wont tell me!
M; what, you dah tahu kan. pasal cody tu laaa
A; bnda tak betul kan, wtf ah
M; i didn't ask you anything. i just ask you to forgive me for all my big mistake. nvm if you hate me, nvm if you not loving me. but please forgive me :'(
A;you takyah ah fikir pasal ni. you just go on je ok. find your life, your love and so on.it doesn't matter if i forgive you or not. it wont change anything
M; you already forget me?
A; ofcourse im not
M; hm i dah plan for your brthday. u minta i hadiah. i taktahu nak bg apa. wish mmg tak cukup. everyday i think about you. and i rasa present for you is i'll ask u to be my partner again, to be my special thing, person, everything in my life. tp tak jadi. i dah agak u takkan terima i blik lepas apa i dah buat. even sspe pun tkkan terima. haha silly megat :') nvm lah u dnt have to say anything because its all my fault. forgive me. i harap you happy sabtu ni dan hari yg seterusnya. gdluck for your exam. be the best, dont be a mess. so thts it. night take care BIE. i'll pray for your happiness bye :')
A; i miss the "bie" ilove you megat. for sure. i tk tipu















Sayang, I Love You

alahaii

*perlu ke plagiat ayat orang? kelam -.-'

itu bukan cerita aku sebenarnya hahahahha





ok, smalam aku tlg aunty aku buat kuih
kuih almond london
aku rasa every year kena msti ada kuih tu. muak dah hahahaha
so tolong punya tolong, tak sedarr dah pukul tiga pagi. mengantuk ya amat hahahah.
tggu sahur patu online kejap.



webcam dgn emir. hahah mcm gampang!
aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku jadi malu gitu
padahal dah pernah jumpa dah pun hahahha
patu main snap2 pict. dia tnjuk gun dia, wah gangsta hahhahaha
dah laa buat video call, ape yg aku ckp, nyanyi semua dia dgr hahahah -.-'



then offline, aunty hantar pergi rumah nenek aku pukul 9 lebih
ah, smpai2 terus tido.
patu ada laaa someone kat rumah tu kacau aku nak tido.
peg masuk bilik aku, bebel sekarung. panas je hati ni. sabar -__-'
bgun tido, cari phone, wtf. pukul 4:44 ptg. gila! hahahahahah.
mak aku call, aku tido. patu ada text from tuttttt



aku pun bgun ah en, takkan nak sambung balik
bgun text epul, tnya kat mana
dia kat kbs. aku terus bgun mandi siap2 kuar pergi kbs
oh, that pakcik yg pick me up was so lambat smpai make me panas.
tapi kan, murah je. rm3 hahahahhaha
smpai2, nmpk anam, alif and so on. mana epul?
oh tu dia dgn inline nyaaaa. baju biru yg mmg besar habis.
besar dah kau epul, rindu ah hahhaahahaha.



salam2 then duduk sbelah dia,

aku; asal tak main?
epul; takde semangat
aku; lah, kenapanya?
epul; jari aku, kena hempap helmet. tgk ni, bengkak *buat muka kesian
aku; alah kau, helmet je pun. sejak bila kau jadi lembik ni?
epul; babi ah kau
aku; pergi ah main, meh aku naikkan semangat kau
epul; ah takyah2. jap aaa ramai org ah hahahahah
aku; kat s.a tak malu pulak. bodooooo



tgk2 dia org main, dah nak maghrib
tnya alif nak mkn kat mana. dia kata kat alif, kedai dia. HAHAHA bodoooo
smapai kat alif, p parking moto. buka table kat luar
kami special, k? HAHAHA
they all semua order nasi berani *beriani. aku mkn maggie goreng sebab takot terlampau knyg. dan milo ice + ice kosong.
aku order ice kosong untuk aku, org lain yg minum. mmg trbaik laaa



alif ckp

alif; kau bila nak main skate win?
awin; aku tak reti laa. takot
kamel; takot tak jadi ape laaa
awin; tulaaaa :|
alif; alaaa main jelaaa. kalau ada comp, kau msti dapat hadiah
awin; bkpe pulok?
alif; kau sorg je girl, HAHAHA
awin; korok kaaaa
kamel; kau amik je deck aku, patu beli truck
awin; amik je? ok!
kamel; err, amik ah, rm50. hahahah
awin; babi, tadi kata amik je
kamel; ah, aku beli rm150, nak bg free
awin; haa yelah2, tahun depan aku amik yee. tahun ni bz exam
kamel; ok



lepas makan, dia org nak pergi ecm, tpi tak jadi sebab mcm nak hujan.
mmg angin sejuk gila ah kat mega tu
cadang nak ride pergi ecm, epul dgn kamel ride inline
alif, anam, firdaus ride skate
suddenly firdaus tnya, dah awin nak ride apa?
-.-'
firdaus berkata; takpe2 aku ada scooter dlm kreta, kau nak naik?
aku; ah, bak ah. mcm cool je hahahah




dia pun p amik. mmg cool ah scooter nye.
aku pun ride scooter tu smpai ke mega
dia org decide nak lepak mega jee.
semua org dgn stuff2 mereka
aku dgn scooter hahahahah. sumpah scooter tu cool. i miss it heheheheh



pukul 9 dia org blaa. aku pun pergi kat tempat kerja aunty aku.
tggu dia habis kerja then balik. penattttttttttttttttttttttt

wishlist

aerrr aku nak benda2 ni semua on my birthday

1.laptop
2.phone baru
3.vans era

3 jea, boleh kan? hahahahah

nyot

rindu ah nyot, tak tipu. kemain rajin text i hahahah