damn, aku tak boleh tido kot. dari smlm lagi. start pukul 8 aku online. pukul 8.30 aku angkut laptop ni ke bilik aku, lagi private. chatting pun senang takde org tgk. hm ingt nak makan. leka dok hadap benda alah ni, lupa -___- ibu pun dah kunci pintu. aduhh, terpakse tahan. so, aku bukak lah fb, ms, formspring, belog dll. ade kee yg lain? em takde2. chat dgn amy. blablabla dia kasi aku baca komik lucah, kau mmg hebat amy. itu buku dah jadi teman aku dah sekarang hahahha thankss. main game main game, tetibe busten cmmnt kat fb. alah serabut nye. anoyying gila sumpah aku ckp. boleh pergi mati laa kau weh, mnyirap darah aku. aku dah pgkah, kau dtg balik. ngongong betul hg ni.
then baca2 cmmnt org, belog org. beware lah, saye stalker. saye peduli apa? awak pergi masuk kubur. baca belog lea. haha kelakar gilaa, but bila ayat dia sedih, mmg sedih laa hahahha. tetibe amy call "weh aku bt ss ni jom cakap dgn aku"
haa? asl kau call aku? takda org lain dah kea amy weh? call lahh topex kea. haha ape lah, ckp2 dgn dia. mgarut jadah semua.last skali dia tutup phone. aku sambg ber-fb. sorry laaa, saye dah more to fb sekarang ni. cari kat fb jelaaa eh :)
em em, boo i rondu you. bila nak meet ni? heishh :| sorry smlm tak dpt nak reply text you, i thought masa i ckp last crdt tu, ada lgi 3seng, rupanya 2seng dah. hm i terharu baca text yg you send kat i smlm. thanks, awak yg terbaik boo. i happy hidup dgn you right now, even dulu kita berperang mcm nak mati pun ada, everytime gaduh, both dah penat kan? and now kita dah boleh avoid benda2 tu semua. alhamdulillah, even kita almost 2month baru, dah bnyk bnda kita lalui brsama. start on february, i dah sayang you as my bf cause you treat me like your gf eventhought im not your gf. how sweet you are boo. imiss when you said " baby, jgn lah nangis, dah laa okay" when we're fight past month ago. and you keep try and try to make me cool and calm. yaa i was rude to you, tapi i tak sengaje ckp. so sorry. i miss your mmuahmmuah, so much :(
*anjing blkg rumah, boleh senyap tak? aku nak tido ni. dah pukul 7.30 pagi dah ni. dari smlm aku berjaga. heishh sembelih kau karang
20100609
nahhhhh --'
erghh, mcm mana ela yg boleh reply cmmnt kau? boleh buktikan? ya allah semak gila otak aku
get some fuck from me
weh, apahal nak kutuk aku? aku bt menda kat kau? aku ada cara hidup kau kea? tak kan? aku tak faham ah dgn kau. harituu molek jea kuar same2. tetibe tgk, dah main kutuk2 aku. yelah weh, aku indie + shuffle. itu dulu, kau pun sama. jgn nak menafikan lah kawan. mmg kau yg ajar aku dgr lagu jerit2 ni. ye terima kasih. and skarang kau hadko bak kata sharil. aku nak gelak jea dgr zafry cerita haritu. aku tak faham ape yg kau nak dari aku. kau cerita dlm belog lebih, tapi luar? kutuk aku. kau ckp aku bgga pasal piercing apa semua kenapa? dah mmg tak sakit. aku piercing untuk suka2 bukan untuk bangge diri aku hadko. tolong ah, aku dah lama simpan weh, aku malas nak tulis kat belog macam mana kau buat dulu. kau hentam aku, aku sabar jea diela. aku tak balas balik pun. kau pun tak prnah stop nak sumpah seranah aku. aku sedar lah aku sape. aku tak pernah lupa kau. kau jea yg tak pernah kesah apa aku rasa. kau nak aku jaga hati kau, tapi kau tak pernah bt menda yg sama kat aku. dulu aku tak berani nak ckp "babi lah kau ni" "kau ni bodoh laa diela" sebab aku taknak kau terasa. tapi kau, ckp semua tu kat aku, kau ada rasa apa aku rasa? takda
aku pelik, kenapa kau tetiba ajak aku keluar haritu. sebab sebelum ni aku ajak kau keluar, kau taknak. mybe betul ckp alif, "kau tak rasa pelik kea dia tetiba ajak kau keluar, padahal kat sekolah tak pernah nak tegur kau" yea alif, baru skrg aku rasa pelik. thanks sebab sedarkan aku. aku betul2 tak sangka weh kau bt gini. kau kwn terbaik aku. tapi itu dulu, aku rindu zaman dulu2 kita. kacip gila, bt benda semua sama2. rahsia kau rahsia aku. tapi sekarang? tegur aku pun tak. alif pernah ckp kat aku "kenapa asyik kita jea cari dia? kenapa dia tak cari kita? kau pelik tak?"
entah ah, aku pun tak faham kau jenis yg mcm mana. mcm yg kau ckp, umi jea yg faham kau. kau kutuk aku untuk apa? untuk puaskan hati kau? biar org benci aku and biar org suka kau? weh aku akui mmg aku tak ramai kawan, and aku tak kesah kalau org nak benci aku. tu hak dia. tapi jgn lah kau ckp menda buruk pasal aku. aku tak pernah ah kutuk kau. tak pernah bukak mulut pasal kau. aku kawan dgn kau ikhlas. tu jea aku nak kau tahu. aku malas nak luah semua kat belog ni. dah2 ah jaja cerita pasal aku
aku pelik, kenapa kau tetiba ajak aku keluar haritu. sebab sebelum ni aku ajak kau keluar, kau taknak. mybe betul ckp alif, "kau tak rasa pelik kea dia tetiba ajak kau keluar, padahal kat sekolah tak pernah nak tegur kau" yea alif, baru skrg aku rasa pelik. thanks sebab sedarkan aku. aku betul2 tak sangka weh kau bt gini. kau kwn terbaik aku. tapi itu dulu, aku rindu zaman dulu2 kita. kacip gila, bt benda semua sama2. rahsia kau rahsia aku. tapi sekarang? tegur aku pun tak. alif pernah ckp kat aku "kenapa asyik kita jea cari dia? kenapa dia tak cari kita? kau pelik tak?"
entah ah, aku pun tak faham kau jenis yg mcm mana. mcm yg kau ckp, umi jea yg faham kau. kau kutuk aku untuk apa? untuk puaskan hati kau? biar org benci aku and biar org suka kau? weh aku akui mmg aku tak ramai kawan, and aku tak kesah kalau org nak benci aku. tu hak dia. tapi jgn lah kau ckp menda buruk pasal aku. aku tak pernah ah kutuk kau. tak pernah bukak mulut pasal kau. aku kawan dgn kau ikhlas. tu jea aku nak kau tahu. aku malas nak luah semua kat belog ni. dah2 ah jaja cerita pasal aku
20100606
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee
weh, ni nk ckp. makin lama aku tgk kau, makin benci weh. mnyampah. sumpah geli, sejak bila jadi gitu? aduhhhh.
em em dah2 taknak ckp pasal dia. btw, im away for 2weeks. going to perak. yeah, extremely happy cause i want to meet him. err i want to pack my thing. bye
em em dah2 taknak ckp pasal dia. btw, im away for 2weeks. going to perak. yeah, extremely happy cause i want to meet him. err i want to pack my thing. bye
20100601
again and again
survey survey
What have you been doing recently?
thinking of him
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no
What happened at 10am today?
texting with him
When did you last cry?
past two day
Believe in fate/destiny?
of course,
What do you want in your life now?
success,
Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
mandi hujan lah best
What's your favorite thing to do on the bed?
dreaming
What bottoms are you wearing now?
slack
Whats the nicest things in your inbox?
dont worry hunny im too much love you, so im not gonna leave you. i syg you sngt2.
Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
-.-'
Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nahhhh
What was the last movie you caught?-
idk
What are you proud of?
idk
What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
ilysm Awin :')
What was the last song you sang out loud?
tak ingt laaa
Do you have any nicknames?
banyak
What does the newest text say?
i tido dulu, byebye gdnight. mimpi saye ;) muuuuahhh kat dahi you :* ilydfssm syg stg ily. no one need u more than i need you :) you're always in my mind hunny. i promise i'll love u with all my heart. i promise. iloveyousomuch my heart
What time did you go to bed last night?
12
Are you currently happy?
yessss ^^
Who gives you the best advise?
izaaa, thankss
Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
ngengg
Who did you talk on the phone last night?
tak ingt wehh -.-'
Is something bugging you now?
something? im scared
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
my booo, loveyaaaa
What have you been doing recently?
thinking of him
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no
What happened at 10am today?
texting with him
When did you last cry?
past two day
Believe in fate/destiny?
of course,
What do you want in your life now?
success,
Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
mandi hujan lah best
What's your favorite thing to do on the bed?
dreaming
What bottoms are you wearing now?
slack
Whats the nicest things in your inbox?
dont worry hunny im too much love you, so im not gonna leave you. i syg you sngt2.
Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
-.-'
Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nahhhh
What was the last movie you caught?-
idk
What are you proud of?
idk
What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
ilysm Awin :')
What was the last song you sang out loud?
tak ingt laaa
Do you have any nicknames?
banyak
What does the newest text say?
i tido dulu, byebye gdnight. mimpi saye ;) muuuuahhh kat dahi you :* ilydfssm syg stg ily. no one need u more than i need you :) you're always in my mind hunny. i promise i'll love u with all my heart. i promise. iloveyousomuch my heart
What time did you go to bed last night?
12
Are you currently happy?
yessss ^^
Who gives you the best advise?
izaaa, thankss
Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
ngengg
Who did you talk on the phone last night?
tak ingt wehh -.-'
Is something bugging you now?
something? im scared
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
my booo, loveyaaaa
aku suka buat survey
Did you get over your ex or do you still love him?
- if i do, did he still love me?
Are you currently dating someone?
- noo
If you are, then do you love him?
- -________-
Would you date your ex again?
- no
If no, why not?
- cause, i dont want -.-'
How many people have you had sex with?
- dammit
Did you love every single one you had sex with?
- next question
Are you still a virgin?
- kau rasa?
How many times have you been in love?
- true love- 3 time
How many boyfriend have you had?
- Iidk -____-
Is there an ex boyfriend you cant stop thinking about?
- no,
If you answered yes, then who is it?
- i said no, faham english tak?
Do you like tall guys/ short girls?
- sama tinggi boleh, takyah nak jengket2 dah, haha :P
Who was your first kiss?
- my ex and i fuck him right now -___-
Have you ever been in love with one of your friends?
- hahahahahahha
Who did you loose your virginity to?
- shittt
Tell me one of your friends that you would like to date with?
- buat apa nak date dgn kawan? aduhhh
- if i do, did he still love me?
Are you currently dating someone?
- noo
If you are, then do you love him?
- -________-
Would you date your ex again?
- no
If no, why not?
- cause, i dont want -.-'
How many people have you had sex with?
- dammit
Did you love every single one you had sex with?
- next question
Are you still a virgin?
- kau rasa?
How many times have you been in love?
- true love- 3 time
How many boyfriend have you had?
- Iidk -____-
Is there an ex boyfriend you cant stop thinking about?
- no,
If you answered yes, then who is it?
- i said no, faham english tak?
Do you like tall guys/ short girls?
- sama tinggi boleh, takyah nak jengket2 dah, haha :P
Who was your first kiss?
- my ex and i fuck him right now -___-
Have you ever been in love with one of your friends?
- hahahahahahha
Who did you loose your virginity to?
- shittt
Tell me one of your friends that you would like to date with?
- buat apa nak date dgn kawan? aduhhh
NYOTTTTTTT
1. Do you think you're hot ?
- not
2. Upload your fave picture of you.
- like i said, im not hot
3. Why you like that picture?
- what picture? hahahha
4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
-jarang makan, err bulan 4
5. The last song you listen to?
-entah
6. What are you doing right now beside this?
- myspace-ing, reading people's blog, what else?
7. What name you prefer besides yours?
- call me cik Awingore like muz call me
- not
2. Upload your fave picture of you.
- like i said, im not hot
3. Why you like that picture?
- what picture? hahahha
4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
-jarang makan, err bulan 4
5. The last song you listen to?
-entah
6. What are you doing right now beside this?
- myspace-ing, reading people's blog, what else?
7. What name you prefer besides yours?
- call me cik Awingore like muz call me
Response to Invictus
Art thou in truth? Then what of him
Who bought thee with his blood?
Who plunged into devouring seas
And snatched thee from the flood?
Who bore for all our fallen race
What none but him could bear,
The God who died that man might live,
And endless glory share?
Of what avail thy vaunted strength,
Apart from his vast might?
Pray that his Light may pierce the gloom,
That thou mayest see aright.
Men are as bubbles on the wave,
As leaves upon the tree.
Thou, captain of thy soul, forsooth!
Who gave that place to thee?
Free will is thine -- free agency,
To wield for right or wrong;
But thou must answer unto him
To whom all souls belong.
Bend to the dust that head unbowed,
Small part of Life’s great whole!
And see in him, and him alone,
The Captain of thy soul.
Who bought thee with his blood?
Who plunged into devouring seas
And snatched thee from the flood?
Who bore for all our fallen race
What none but him could bear,
The God who died that man might live,
And endless glory share?
Of what avail thy vaunted strength,
Apart from his vast might?
Pray that his Light may pierce the gloom,
That thou mayest see aright.
Men are as bubbles on the wave,
As leaves upon the tree.
Thou, captain of thy soul, forsooth!
Who gave that place to thee?
Free will is thine -- free agency,
To wield for right or wrong;
But thou must answer unto him
To whom all souls belong.
Bend to the dust that head unbowed,
Small part of Life’s great whole!
And see in him, and him alone,
The Captain of thy soul.
life's but a walking shadow
so, as you all know, student we're study hard for midyear exam. its freakin stupid cause its hard -.-' and today bi paper 1&2, and geografi. bi paper 1 was okay but paper 2? guess what? its hard. my brain doesn't work. especially section C --' about the prisoner of zenda and blablabla. while i answering, i text with boo. it was fun. i ask him to search in internet about that. and he give me the answer. how good right? hahah ^^
next, geografi. stg its damn fucking hard -.-' im just thick, thick and thick. idfc. ask people for the answer, teacher mad at me. how cool its'n it? shit. im so tired faced with paper, so im decide to sleep. i sleep until bell's ring. get up and teacher was keeping the paper. alhamdulillah its over, buttttttt, tomorrow never dies awin. tomorrow u'll faced with KH&AGAMA. adoiiiiiiiiii im so tired laaaaa
next, geografi. stg its damn fucking hard -.-' im just thick, thick and thick. idfc. ask people for the answer, teacher mad at me. how cool its'n it? shit. im so tired faced with paper, so im decide to sleep. i sleep until bell's ring. get up and teacher was keeping the paper. alhamdulillah its over, buttttttt, tomorrow never dies awin. tomorrow u'll faced with KH&AGAMA. adoiiiiiiiiii im so tired laaaaa
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